you rock so hard

Hey lady, I have look at your blog before. I read your post last night and I haven't been able to stop crying since. How is it that you know how to say what I am thinking. I was so touched by your words. I've been up in my room packing, trying not to think about what I am leaving behind.

The idea of leaving my family doesn't bother me at all. It's leaving Portland, work and most importantly you. All of the good and bad times that we have had, all of the things that we have struggle with and enjoyed. These are the things I will miss the very most.

I started feeling this way the weekend I moved you down to your moms. I cried most of the way home knowing things could never be the way they used to be. Many things changed when you had Fi but we were still near by.

I have always known that life would carry us in different directions but it is very different imagining that and really experianceing it.

You will always be my bestest friend! I love you so much.